In haste I sweep my
heart floors with a broom at the announcement of the Visitor. My eyes are lit up
in alarm to quickly put up an acceptable presentation of my untrue self.
“Be quick! Be quick!”
my soul cries out in a hurry to splash water over what should be scrubbed. No time
to put away loitering clothes but do see some wall cracks to stuff ‘em in.
I plant a smile right
away over my fake face and if needed, will show remorse and deceive myself this
remorse isn't momentary.
“Shoot!” I cursed at
my clothes ‘cos they look so filthy.
“Ah Ha!” Got a
lint remover. Now that should do it.
“hmm! What smells? Is
that me?” Darn it!
Perfume to the rescue!
“Whew! That was close.”
“Now let’s check on
my breath! Ew! I thought so! This is a job for a mouthwash.”
Finally ready!
Visitor comes…Visitor goes…
Only a matter of time
and they all start creeping back…
Breathe goes south…and
then the perfume wears out…
Lint remover doesn’t
clean clothes…washing does…
Weariness overshadows
my former smile…
And my body itches. Definitely need a bath…
…and then…a squeaky
sound…
“Oh no! Don’t tell
me!”
A rat seems to be having fun pushing through the wall cracks and playing
with the clothes I stuffed away earlier.
“That’s it! I’m tired
of myself!”
Can’t continue making
patches on torn clothes when there is a chance to get new.
Gotta take out the
bandages and get a real treatment for what ails.
Making room within
has become hoarding of the old.
I can no longer
settle for convenience in sight of the real deal if can just push
myself a little more.
Can't stand the pity I've earned for always making excuses.
O wretched man that I
am! Who shall deliver me from this life of death?
No wonder I’m unhappy…no
wonder I’m sore.
I cannot retain the
Spirit with dirt shoved to side – the cause of my ill-health!
“You know what? I’ll
empty myself, be imbued by the Spirit and filled anew. My soul, make thou no rooms anymore!!!
IN AN ENDLESS TRADITION OF GOD'S WORD AND THE MIRACULOUS!!!
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